
Nobody gets to see the day to day efforts you make, whether enjoyable or not. All the grueling long runs, track work, tempo days, speed drills, waking up at 5:30am to run 10miles in the twilight so that you can stumble in stiff-legged to work just as everyone's pouring their morning coffee and you're struggling just to get your glucose levels back to normal. "How far dya' run today? How fast? Why? I don't even like to drive my car that far, hehe"
This has been a great year with lots of goals accomplished. Even if I was to quit today I would be able to do a bit of bragging amongst most recreational runners, but I would never be completely satisfied with myself. That's the thing about running, the lure & attraction, to all endurance sports in general, there's no ceiling, you get out what you put in. What's your full potential? It creates an addiction. Run farther and faster and you'll see the results. Skip runs and be lazy and you'll see the results. If I can continue to maintain this same constitution throughout everything I do in life, the results will be there.
On Sunday I completed my final week of peak mileage, 61 miles in singles. This was coming right off of another tough half marathon, Nov 7th, in which I was able to drop my personal best down by another few seconds, running 6:52 avg pace for 1:30.06. The course was very challenging with undulating short steep hills over the last 5 miles. It was hard to keep a steady rhythm.
These next few weeks my mileage will drop significantly, with some shorter brisk runs and speed work to keep the legs sharp. The drop in mileage will also allow any minor injuries to heal so that I'm 100% for the 'big day' and well rested. Realistically, I give myself a 50/50 shot. The probability of people that qualify for Boston in the fastest category on their 2nd attempt is small. However, I've done all the work and

"A true Runner ran even when he didn't feel like it, and raced when he was suppose to, without excuses and with nothing held back. He ran to win and would die in the process, running to him was real, the way he did it the realest thing he knew...hard as diamond, it made him weary beyond comprehension, but it also made him free."
-John L Parker